Weekly Thoughts

[Jen Johnson]

Week 8

The worst case scenario didn't happen, one of the nominees didn't win it. I was speaking to Chelsia last night and she said how she didn't want to re-nominate so i am thinking she won't use the veto, meaning Chima and i make it through another week Jessica should also stay, Chima and i will keep her and then the power she won in the veto competition to change someone's vote will ensure her safety, so good. HoH will be 3V2 on our side and with Chima gaining an advantage, going into the competition i feel confident we will get it, but anything can happen!

[Jen Johnson]

Week 8

So veto went as i thought it would. Ronnie should hopefully going leaving it a house divided, the flirty's V the hot mess and Sharon, let the battle begin!

[Jen Johnson]

Week 8

Eviction went as planned, all is good, now bring on next week!

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

Ugh, WHERE THE FUCK DID CHIMA GO?! AND WHY CAN'T JESSICA WIN A FUCKING COMPETITION?! OMG, ugh. Winning HoH is such a double edged sword. I now have to pick sides. Jessica and Chima have been loyal to me but so have the others and i have no idea what to do D: WHY CAN'T THE OTHER FLIRTY'S WIN?! OMG, i should have thrown HoH D: But if i did flirty's would have gone up, omg this is gunna be hard.

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

Ok i have composed myself now! I am holding the flirty's together and they need to make my job easier! Anyway, i think i am going to nominate Natalie and Sharon. This week is incredibly hard for me, it's deciding between friends and allies, a decision i ALWAYS hate to make. But i don't want to backstab anyone and as i'm not 'officially in and alliance' with Natalie and Sharon i won't be backstabbing them, kinda. This move could be incredibly risky for me as Natalie and Sharon could win POV and then HoH probably sending me home next week, but i need to stay true to my alliance with the flirty's and if that costs me the game, then so be it.

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

Ok the house is divided. Flirty's need to win all the power at this point or we go, nothing else much i can say :/

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

Ok i messed up. Let me just post the conversation between Natalie and i.

Natalie to me:

you still haven't told me that jess is going up if veto is used.

Me to Natalie:

She might.

Natalie to me:

you break my heart with teases like that

The she PMed me later:

I'll ask this another time and I'll lay it all out. I'll pretend I didn't hear the above response.

"So you haven't told me yet that Jess will go up if veto is used."

Insert your response here: " "


So here's what I said back in week 7 confessional:

"I wouldn't be surprised either if Chelsia backs out if she's up on block in F5 and Chima or Jess isn't eligible to be voted out.

But the F4 is supposed to be Jen/Chelsia/Sharon/Natalie. But I won't be surprised if it ends up being Jen/Chima/Sharon/Natalie. And I think we in our foursome know that Sharon and Natalie can never vote each other out, so expect that twosome. And I think Jen and Chima will team up. But I think there's no doubt that Jen deserves to win the entire game. She ruled, she won, she aligned, she's the winner. And I don't see many scenarios how Jen can get booted out prior to F2 unless Sharon or I win the F3 HoH if we're both in F3.

So there's how the story ends."

I never said I'd vote you out. And in fact have been cheering for your win. Now, I plead with you to tell the truth and change your answer because the above response does not satisfy me.

To which i replied:

The main reason i put you 2 up simply to break up a pair, one that could out me, as you said in the end. It was nothing personal. As regards to the pov i hope it isn't used for that reason, but should it be used i can't answer you yet as i simply don't know who i will put up in that position.

Natalie to me:

One week too early mate. I wouldn't have cared about next week. You lost two jury votes this way, you know. Possibly three. You'd have to go up against one of us now to avoid losing those three jury votes. And now you have a huge target on your back by two of us.

To me this game wasn't about winning, just getting us - the premade - to final 4.

You suck, sir. I'm never inviting you to another ORG again :@

I can't wait for jury house.


Me to Natalie:

*cries*

I probably made a Jeff move with you being the Russell, it might land me in 5th place, but i'll deal with it.

And i still love you guys if you evict me next week, no hard feeling <3

Natalie to me:

I don't hate you or anything, but chav is real upset. He doesn't like you anymore.

All you had to do was throw this hoh and game would've been yours, imo.

I can't say I won't take revenge. I like being a bitch just for the sake of being one.

Me to Natalie:

I admit this HoH week was probably the worst move i have made in any game. I love Oleary and i really didn't want to put him up but i have to stand by the choice i made, even with it being a bad one But i knew had either of you won HoH the flirty's would have gone up and i needed to protect them, ugh i'll explain everything once the game is over. I'll talk to him about it all tonight, i don't want to ruin the friendship we had over this game, i feel so bad now

I then proposed something to Natalie:

Question, if you stay and win HoH i will be going up alongside Chima, yes?

Should the POV be used and Jessica goes up, will the same nominations happen if you win HoH?

To which she answered:

If things stand as is, the plan is clearly to put you up against Chima. That's no surprise. Actually I'll be honest, it would've been the plan no matter what. The change now is that you're target #1, not Chima.

But if POV is used and Jess goes up and out - then my nominations stay the same (only to prevent you from using veto on chima), but I would very likely vote out Chima before you in F5. That's what I think, but depends on what others think.

Before this week, I might not have nominated you because I thought it might've been cool if you went unnominated the entire game. It might've actually been chima vs chelsia for my F5 nominations.

But now dunno. I'm focusing more on HP and Sexy instead. Not sure how much more time I'll dedicate to this one, so don't know if I'll actually play smart anymore for myself and instead do just what needs to happen to make the game go on quicker for everyone.

So in sum, after writing all that and changing my mind so much, I'll probably do what chav wants me to do in the end.

Ending with me saying this:

Ok i respect that. The thought of putting Jessica up is crossing my mind in order to try and repair some of the damage i've done, i mean i've carried her all the way to Final 6. I just didn't know i'd upset him that much

Going un nominated the entire game would have been cool, but then again what's playing the full game without at least one time on the block?

Heck, if i win POV i might even take him off, i just feel so bad

I hope this isn't all a guilt trip

To summarise, Chelsia, Natalie, Sharon and i all entered this game knowing each other before hand, as a pre-made alliance. I backstab them for the good of my new alliance i made in this game and a whole lot of shit happened. I need to repair the relationships and forget about the game for now.

[Julie Chen]

[Jen Johnson]

ikr, i think season just got better!

[Producer]

so Natalie is playing in BB Sexy too?


~writes the episodes furiously~

[Jen Johnson]

Maybe

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

WOW! Jessica finally pulls a win out of nowhere! And tbh i'm so glad she did, had i won i would have used it on Sharon and put her up, so it saved her! But also saved me from making that decision. So now the flirty's need to go full steam ahead to the final 3!

[Jen Johnson]

Week 9

Ok, so Natalie went, yay. HoH is a 2V2 battle i am seriously hoping Chima or Jessica pull it or, but if not the POV is equally important this week, but i don't really know what to say until a new HoH is crowned.

[Jen Johnson]

Week 10

Jessica is pulling off a nice little winning streak :')
And the flirty's are making final 4!!
This week should be an easy ride as either Sharon or Chelsia will be leaving, hopefully it's a flirty final 3!

[Jen Johnson]

Week 10

Nominations as expected. This week i am not going to try for veto, i don't need it as i think Jess would nominate Chima over me, but saying that maybe i should try and win it in order to not go up at all hmmm i'll think about it.